像疯了一样

想知道你是否还是一样

有没有学会比较坚强

我快乐的孤独　

有失望

你可曾在意当时我也是这样的忧伤

想明白为何对我那么冷淡

有未来　故事会不会是这样

我知道你不会再回头看

我还是一直以为

一直以为有希望

像疯了一样

我想你就会心伤

我多么爱你

却难逃你的魔掌

像疯了一样

我想你就会心伤

你让我多么难堪

却还是一样把我伤

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=blCLPebd-kE

Passera - It Will Pass

Listened to this song by Il Divo when I was in UK, and liked this song very much, although during that time I wasn't so sure about the meaning of the song.

While listening to this song today, happen to dig out the translation from the web. Nice song and nice lyrics!

Passera - It Will Pass

Songs are not written

but they are born by themselves

they represent the things that happen

everyday around us

songs, it's enough to catch them

there is one also for you

that have also difficulty in living

and you never smile.

songs are gipsy and steal poetry

they are deceptions like the so called "happiness pills"

songs never cure love or illness

but that little pain that give us the certainty we exist

it will pass, it will pass

if a boy and a guitar are there

like you, in the city

looking at this life which does not work

that kills us with illusions

and with the age of song

sit will pass over us

we'll go to the bank sooner or later

with our "why" and "who knows"and the anxiety of an extreme poverty

talking about the lovers you don't have

singing a song that you don't know

because you lost it inside

and you remember only

it will pass...in a world of cars and high speed

for the ones who arrive always last

for the ones who say good bye

for the ones who bump against the obstacles of diversity

songs are fireflies that sing in the dark

it will pass sooner or later

this little pain inside of you

inside of me, inside of us

that make us feel like sailors

at the mercy of wind and nostalgia

singing a song that you don't know

but that little pain

be it hate or be it love

it will pass, pass, pass

even if you'll sing just "la la la"

it will pass, it will pass

and a song will be useful for something

if your little pain

be it hate or be it love ...will pass

七月中的心情

最近还真的被手上的公务忙得透不过气来。 直到那个星期，一连几件事件，让我开始思考这个问题。 同事问我，你到底在忙什么？ 姐姐问我，忙是为了什么？ 朋友的毕业上，看到了一些自己隐约未完成的梦想…… 要说事业到了瓶颈嘛，又说不上来：一切还算顺利的。要说厌倦了我的工作，也不算是：还是很开心的教书嘛。 那天送了这首歌给N, 我想，也许这首歌也可以送给我自己吧——也许是我现在的写照： I can almost see it. That dream I'm dreamin But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it. Every step I'm taking. Every move I make feels Lost with no direction. My faith is shakin. But I,I gotta keep tryin. Gotta keep my head held high. 应该算是梦想成真了吧！但是就好像之前提到的，潜意识中好像还有一些，一些自己隐约未完成的梦想…… 但最近看到自己在事业上没有目的的忙碌，问了自己：我再忙什么，又却没有办法回答我这个问题。我想也许是行政的工作让我失去忙碌的意义，但我却不清楚。 只有继续努力，继续摸索，我要的画面也许很快就会出现。 There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waitin on the other side. It's the climb. 人生，就像闯关游戏，完成了一站的挑战，又有下一站的挑战等着我们；爬了一座高山，就会看到还有另一座高山等着我们。 姐姐说我也许达到了现阶段的成功，应该再望另一个方向发展。只是，我对现阶段成功的定义是什么? 一直闯了这么久，我是否已达到我要的山峰？感觉一切都太快了，感觉没有细细回味路旁的风景。很努力的在想，一路走来，我看到了什么？我学到了什么？我分享了什么？ The struggles I'm facing. The chances I'm taking. Sometimes might knock me down but No I'm not breaking. I may not know it but these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah. Just gotta keep going. And I, I gotta be strong. Just keep pushing on 'cause, 应该是时候回首来时路的时候了。要想一想，一路上，我看到了什么，我感受到了什么，我学习到了什么，我分享了什么。 应该把这些经典的时刻记录下来，整理整理，也许，我会看到，我接下来应该要走的路 There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be an uphill battle But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waitin on the other side. It's the climb. 有人对我说，应该换个工作环境了。本地大学，又或其他在首都的学府都可以考虑考虑。 有人说，爬得那么辛苦，才爬到这份执政的工作，别那么轻易放弃，你还要在往上爬。 有时在想，换了环境，会不会好一点，也许爬上更高的山峰，我能学到更多，看到更多。 ************************************************** 结果，还是没有看出个结果来。 我想，现在的我，还真的是被工作淹没了我的初心，前方的路被现在的工作，办公室政治给模糊了。我想喘个气，却害怕排山倒海的工作将我淹没。 也许，卸下手上这份AHOP的任务后，我会看到，自己真正要什么，自己真正的在追求什么。 希望，到那个时候，我能真正回到自己最初执教的那种心情，把自己所拥有的，和我的学生分享。

Ready to be Part of the World's Best Cabin Crew Team?

Was attending N's graduation for MAS yesterday, and feel rather touched for this event. This is her dream, and, as an educator, I'm glad to see that she is graduating and now formally calling herself as cabin crew now. I do realise that this is not going to be easy, and to complete a training for cabin crew in just 60 days is a tough task for the trainees. However, I do feel that N has got her right job now, and I can see, from her eyes, that she has got what she dreamed for - just as how I felt when I first become the lecturer. She is excited to become part of the World's Best Cabin Crew team, and this is going to be starting of another journey to her. This is the journey to the new world that opens her eye to this colourful, wonderful world! This is a brand new start to her, and do hope that she will be excel in this area, just as what she is getting for during the ceremony - Best Results. Sharing with you - The Climb, which I think that describes your feeling now the best! I can almost see it That dream I am dreaming But there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it" Every step I'm taking Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking But I gotta keep trying Gotta keep my head held high There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be a uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb The struggles I'm facing The chances I'm taking Sometimes might knock me down But no, I'm not breaking I may not know it But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah Just gotta keep going And I, I got to be strong Just keep pushing on' Cause there's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be a uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb, yeah! Again my heartfelt congratulations to you and all the best!